Monday, April 09, 2007

寂寞日子

读了Alson 的 blog,确有一些感触, 也写了我自己的寂寞日子...

去年的今天
, 当我还是FREELANCER, 每天是待在家里, 有工就做没工就做没(zho bo)… 家里每天是吵吵闹闹的, 关在房里, 开着音乐来影盖吵杂声躲在自己的世界里,无忧无虑

但实际上

是逃避现实

虽然我每天呆在家,但妈妈见我的机会,大概只是吃饭时和上厕所时

这是孝

还是可笑

我以前最讨厌的就是一个人出门, 不知何时开始变成不喜欢和人交谈, 一个人吃饭, 一个人逛街.

街道上人朝是汹涌的

而我是寂寞的

希望这些黑暗的日子不会从演

而会在脑海里的一个小抽屉,

有时开出来, 来提醒自己不能再有这些日子了

7 comments:

chup said...

走出黑暗的世界吧朋友

XQ said...

我會的~謝謝

Anonymous said...

david, for others to change, you must first change.

it is definitely not easy, very trying for you and very challenging. it is not easy on your family members either.

learn to open up and find someone you can talk to in the family.

Joejoe said...

David, you are never alone.

You feel lonely only when you choose to. There are many things we can accomplish in life - better career that earns u more than enough to spend, find a good gf (depend on fate), a lovely family, a group of close friends .... too many to accomplish so don waste time on unnecessary things.

The above needs your Quality Time n Effort to build up a strong foundation!

juwind said...

寂寞的声音

闹钟响了 那是上班的时间
到了公司 那是工作的时间
下午六点 那是放工的时间
肚子饿了 那是吃饭的时间
躺在床上 那是睡觉的时间

这个时候 这个时间 怎么不是睡眠
这一整天 回顾了所有发生的时间
原来忘了把寂寞沉淀 其实只是把它放在一边

它 陪我渡过午夜时间
它 陪我伤心流泪
它 陪在我身边一个人的时候特别强烈
它 陪我到海边
它 又象从前。。。

可它 不需要我的安慰
它 会有一天离开我的世界
它 只是需要一些时间让我勇敢的走向前
它 会有一天不会再让我听得见。。。

when u feel like u r alone..think of us..
cheeers :B

shuangyuren said...

ever gt ani exp tat u gt a close fren, u can tok to him abt anithing, ....but one day or after sumtimes, u find urself further and further away frm him, less things to tok to, afraid tat each and every and action of urs could jeopardize ur frenship?

XQ said...

Thx Joey Thx Juwind Thx Alson, nice to have friends like u.

Tristan, hmm, friends i really never experience anything like tt, to the girl i like yes. I'm a 优柔寡断 person. So watever i do (esp to the girl i like) i'll think and think, at the end i wun dare to do it, cause as you say, it may jeopardize the friendship, dun even say relationship... then slowly we'll get further and further from each other. END